Hey guys what are y'all doing? Omg how funny would a southern accent and an australian accent sound? It'd be like attack of the country!!! AHHHHH LEG IT!!!! Yes, well that was weird XD
Vincent: You're going crazy, I told you.
Me: SHUT UP!! Its the medicine I tell ya, the medicine -hides-
Vincent to the peeps with the needles: Yes, thats her hiding under the table.
Me: TRAITOR!! XD
Soooo, now that the crazy part is over. Or is it? Nahhh just jokin im all crazied out XD If thats even possible. Oh shut up Katana stop laughing XD. Hehehehehehe anyhoo. This post is about being sick. I just wanted to know if you guys hated being sick as much as I do? Because I am currently in bed, with the blankets pulled up and everything, with the biggest headache ever and I seriously wished I had a punching bag hehehehehe. But how are you posting when you're so sick Lorelai? You may ask. Well the answer is. Drumroll sounddddddddddddddd. <--- lame XD. Well im posting because I have super awesome posting abilities. I am the posting Goddess. Ooooo I want to be the goddess of posting, anime and bishis. Thank you holy godess creator hehehehe. Yea so I am the goddess of posting, aint that fantasmagorical!! hehehe or maybe im just super bored. Hmmm I think the latter is more quickly. Geez way to go and crush my dreams XD
Me: Vincent, they were mean to meeeeeeeeeeee T.T
Vincent: Did you call yourself a goddess again?
Me: Maayybbeee, what it to ya?
Vincent: Baka.
Me: Hey I know what that means now XD
Omg im so sad right now. I went looking for some chocolate but we didn't have any so my mummy had to give me chocolate milk XD Its just not the same hehehehehe
Luv Lorelai Rose XOXO
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
Sunday, February 14, 2010
Grrrrrr
Konnichiwa grasshoppers. OMG Racist much XD nah just joking i love asians. And Japan. OMG I LUV JAPAN!!!! Except I don't like their food >.> Fish= ewwwwwwwwww. Hehehehe anyway surprisingly im actually really angry right now. O.O i know shocking right XD.
So the first reason im angry is because my parents keep comparing me to my brothers and it is so fucking frustrating. See im that angry I swore O.O. My mum keeps going on and on about how I have to study and go to university and try harder get A's. She keeps telling me that I have to study for four hours a night otherwise im going to get an 18 (out of 25) on my op like my bro or just drop out all together like my eldest bro. WELL GUESS WHAT?! Im not my brothers, I am me. Im trying the best I can, i make myself sick over it thats how much i try. And my dad doesen't even notice i exist, stupid, narcissitic bastard. Okay and the second thing is my friend asked me if I believe in God? No I don't. I believe there is an afterlife but there is no heaven or hell. Why should I believe that some divine guy (or gal) made the world? If God is supposed to forgive us for our sins why did Jesus have to die? Why do all those people fighting in wars have to die? Why am I still alive while millions of others are being raped and murdered? What did they do wrong to deserve such a fate? Why the hell am I allowed to live comfortabley, why would he give a shit about me? The church is a lie too. They are only there to create rules and boundaries. They restrict us. Confession is bullshit, so you're allowed to kill someone on saturday if you go to church on sunday and confess? How does that make it right? If there truly is a god, why would they have to cover up so much of history and destroy anything that said he didn't exist? Shouldn't they accept like the christian faith believes. If god has some divine plan he better have some damn good reasoning. That's what I believe and before I get smited, I just want you to know that im not putting down anyone who does believe in god, I'm not forcing my beliefs on you im just expressing my opinion. Back to the original statement, I'm angry because after I said this she called me the devil reincarnate and hasnt talked to me for a week. Im sorry, sorry for thinking that I could express my beliefs without fear of judgement. <-- Hear the sarcasm XD.
On that happy note I say adios, or however you spell it hehehehe. Oh HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! MAY CUPID SHOWER YOU WITH HIS LOVE AND ARROWS!! Wow that was a lot of words hehehehehe.
Luv Lorelai Rose XOXO
So the first reason im angry is because my parents keep comparing me to my brothers and it is so fucking frustrating. See im that angry I swore O.O. My mum keeps going on and on about how I have to study and go to university and try harder get A's. She keeps telling me that I have to study for four hours a night otherwise im going to get an 18 (out of 25) on my op like my bro or just drop out all together like my eldest bro. WELL GUESS WHAT?! Im not my brothers, I am me. Im trying the best I can, i make myself sick over it thats how much i try. And my dad doesen't even notice i exist, stupid, narcissitic bastard. Okay and the second thing is my friend asked me if I believe in God? No I don't. I believe there is an afterlife but there is no heaven or hell. Why should I believe that some divine guy (or gal) made the world? If God is supposed to forgive us for our sins why did Jesus have to die? Why do all those people fighting in wars have to die? Why am I still alive while millions of others are being raped and murdered? What did they do wrong to deserve such a fate? Why the hell am I allowed to live comfortabley, why would he give a shit about me? The church is a lie too. They are only there to create rules and boundaries. They restrict us. Confession is bullshit, so you're allowed to kill someone on saturday if you go to church on sunday and confess? How does that make it right? If there truly is a god, why would they have to cover up so much of history and destroy anything that said he didn't exist? Shouldn't they accept like the christian faith believes. If god has some divine plan he better have some damn good reasoning. That's what I believe and before I get smited, I just want you to know that im not putting down anyone who does believe in god, I'm not forcing my beliefs on you im just expressing my opinion. Back to the original statement, I'm angry because after I said this she called me the devil reincarnate and hasnt talked to me for a week. Im sorry, sorry for thinking that I could express my beliefs without fear of judgement. <-- Hear the sarcasm XD.
On that happy note I say adios, or however you spell it hehehehe. Oh HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!! MAY CUPID SHOWER YOU WITH HIS LOVE AND ARROWS!! Wow that was a lot of words hehehehehe.
Luv Lorelai Rose XOXO
Friday, February 5, 2010
First Week Of School
Me: Hi my name's Lorelai and im a chocoholic.
Support Group: Hi Lorelai.
My gangster buddy: Sup lore-r.
Omg how unfunny was that? Wow im losing my touch
Vincent: What touch?
Me: DID I TELL YOU TO SPEAK?! NO! <---- PMS moment XD
Oh in case you didn't know Vincent is the embodiment of that annoying hole where my story ideas come from. Yes I know i'm going crazy but what can you do. NOOOOO I DONT WANT TO GO WITH THE PEOPLE IN THE WHITE COATS!!!!! SAVE ME VINCENT!!!
Vincent (sitting in corner crying): No, you hurt my feelings.
Me: Hey you're my mind remember, I can destroy you! Mwhahahahahaha! Yes im just that evil ha-ha XD
Yes so, please ignore that introduction im high today. Damn knew I shouldn't have taken that randoms candy. HEHEHEHEHEHE PINK ELEPHANTS!!!!!! ewww no pink is gross XD. Omg a security guard at the mall thought I had drugs but it was sherbert hahaha it was so funny. Anyways this post is about my first week of school. Hey where'd everybody go? Well that just mean =O. So it was pretty fun, im not dieing of boredom or anything but I have too much homework T.T. There is no me time which means I start imagining people in fluffly penguin suits because my brain prefers to be a loner. Sad T.T. SOOO anyway hehehe um my classes are all good, teachers are coolish XD, but my room keeps changing which is so incredibly annoying because I dont know where im going haha. Or maybe I just wasnt listening. That happens too sometimes hehehehehe. Well then, way to get sidetracked Lorelai XD. Um my friends are all cool, I even made some new ones (wow right?! hehehe), except for a certain someone who shall not be named and his best friend who shall also not be named. Lets just say im not the only one who has noticed. So all in all a good week, full of teachers in fluffy penguin suits. Well now im going to go chase that pink elephant and spray paint it blue! hehehehe maybe I should just spray paint my brother? O.O thats mean. Naughty Lorelai.
Vincent: But he's bigger than you, say just joking quick!
Me: Dude everyone's bigger than me, but just in case JUST JOKING BOB!!! DONT HURT ME >O<
Luv Lorelai Rose XOXO
Support Group: Hi Lorelai.
My gangster buddy: Sup lore-r.
Omg how unfunny was that? Wow im losing my touch
Vincent: What touch?
Me: DID I TELL YOU TO SPEAK?! NO! <---- PMS moment XD
Oh in case you didn't know Vincent is the embodiment of that annoying hole where my story ideas come from. Yes I know i'm going crazy but what can you do. NOOOOO I DONT WANT TO GO WITH THE PEOPLE IN THE WHITE COATS!!!!! SAVE ME VINCENT!!!
Vincent (sitting in corner crying): No, you hurt my feelings.
Me: Hey you're my mind remember, I can destroy you! Mwhahahahahaha! Yes im just that evil ha-ha XD
Yes so, please ignore that introduction im high today. Damn knew I shouldn't have taken that randoms candy. HEHEHEHEHEHE PINK ELEPHANTS!!!!!! ewww no pink is gross XD. Omg a security guard at the mall thought I had drugs but it was sherbert hahaha it was so funny. Anyways this post is about my first week of school. Hey where'd everybody go? Well that just mean =O. So it was pretty fun, im not dieing of boredom or anything but I have too much homework T.T. There is no me time which means I start imagining people in fluffly penguin suits because my brain prefers to be a loner. Sad T.T. SOOO anyway hehehe um my classes are all good, teachers are coolish XD, but my room keeps changing which is so incredibly annoying because I dont know where im going haha. Or maybe I just wasnt listening. That happens too sometimes hehehehehe. Well then, way to get sidetracked Lorelai XD. Um my friends are all cool, I even made some new ones (wow right?! hehehe), except for a certain someone who shall not be named and his best friend who shall also not be named. Lets just say im not the only one who has noticed. So all in all a good week, full of teachers in fluffy penguin suits. Well now im going to go chase that pink elephant and spray paint it blue! hehehehe maybe I should just spray paint my brother? O.O thats mean. Naughty Lorelai.
Vincent: But he's bigger than you, say just joking quick!
Me: Dude everyone's bigger than me, but just in case JUST JOKING BOB!!! DONT HURT ME >O<
Luv Lorelai Rose XOXO
Monday, February 1, 2010
Do you know who you are?
Hey whats up you guys?! I havent posted for aaaaggggeessss, woopsie. Im a bad girl. Bad Lorelai. OMG how much did that sound like dirty-talk? I mean seriously ha-ha. HEY did you notice I didn't say hi hi, hehehehehe you didn't notice did you? XD
Okay so today im going to talk about something that my friend asked me today. I'm going to appologize right now because it will probably be depressing so WARNING EMO TIME IS ABOUT TO BEGIN! ALL HAPPY PEOPLE LEAVE THE ROOM. >.> god that was weird hahaha. Okay so my friend asked me Do you really know who you are? Truthfully I have no fucking idea. Sometimes im two completley different people. This amazing rocker chick who can be friends with anyone and everyones loves her, then I realize im nothing more than a nerdy freak who can't even talk to people. Then other times I feel like im just some empty shell, waiting for death to take me. I can't do anything, im nothing special, just plain, ugly lorelai. I once though that my writing was special but now I realize that its just the same as everyone else, I have nothing and no-one. Even know my friends think they know me but truth is im just acting. I have never truly smiled a day in my life and I dont even know why. I once told a close friend of mine that im going wherever the wind takes me, and I still stand by that. I will be alone my entire life because thats what people like me are doomed for. I'm a loner, that is the truth and I must face it. In answer to your question Jess, no I don't know who I am and I probably never will. For now I am nothing more than a shadow. Until next time then.
Luv Lorelai Rose XOXO
Okay so today im going to talk about something that my friend asked me today. I'm going to appologize right now because it will probably be depressing so WARNING EMO TIME IS ABOUT TO BEGIN! ALL HAPPY PEOPLE LEAVE THE ROOM. >.> god that was weird hahaha. Okay so my friend asked me Do you really know who you are? Truthfully I have no fucking idea. Sometimes im two completley different people. This amazing rocker chick who can be friends with anyone and everyones loves her, then I realize im nothing more than a nerdy freak who can't even talk to people. Then other times I feel like im just some empty shell, waiting for death to take me. I can't do anything, im nothing special, just plain, ugly lorelai. I once though that my writing was special but now I realize that its just the same as everyone else, I have nothing and no-one. Even know my friends think they know me but truth is im just acting. I have never truly smiled a day in my life and I dont even know why. I once told a close friend of mine that im going wherever the wind takes me, and I still stand by that. I will be alone my entire life because thats what people like me are doomed for. I'm a loner, that is the truth and I must face it. In answer to your question Jess, no I don't know who I am and I probably never will. For now I am nothing more than a shadow. Until next time then.
Luv Lorelai Rose XOXO
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